What is happening in my life?

This week isn't good for me. I don't know what i must think,do in my life..I miss my old life but i know this time is better than for me. Because i'm free now. But i lost my best friend,love,everything..i know to forget him isIn't easy. But i must do. I have to get used to without him. Now i can spend a time with my friends or my hobbies. But i still love him..